i feel lifeless.empty and disturbed.i think i'm lost even though i pursuade myself to think that i'm doing the right thing.i feel like shit.literally.a product of an owner's consumed life-support elements which they ate without any concern of the outcome.thus,that's how i came to life of adulthood.unprepared, stinkingly devastated and pressured by responsibility.(thinking of the song "i dont wanna grow up" by the best band ever:Ramones).living a life that was neatly formed and organized and created by capitalists for the middle-class creature like me.
is this it?is this what i've been told to chase?a routine that slowly confines my freedom and creativity,my will to discover an explore the abstract beauty of life,the hope of proving the world that i have more to offer,and the worst part is it builds a bigger self each day.
would i go back in time and change my fate.hell no,because it'll still be the same.we are puppets of greed and ambitions.we are an animated figure with spontanious script.we grow differently but for the same purpose.get a job.get paid.get married.have a family.and die.
is this it?is this what i've been told to chase?a routine that slowly confines my freedom and creativity,my will to discover an explore the abstract beauty of life,the hope of proving the world that i have more to offer,and the worst part is it builds a bigger self each day.
would i go back in time and change my fate.hell no,because it'll still be the same.we are puppets of greed and ambitions.we are an animated figure with spontanious script.we grow differently but for the same purpose.get a job.get paid.get married.have a family.and die.
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