what's the problem?

almost a year after leaving 'student' status behind and stepped into the world of adults, i've switched my job once for a lesser pay and better motivation. I have a band who can actually play and planning to record a demo soon (even though we only have 1 completed song out of 7 materials). I'm still with my precious baby and entering a 3 years relationship (and i cherish this very much). I'm in an attempt in setting up my own company for the second time after the first one went into the loo due to excess excitement and lack of inspiration. this time with a different friend. I have a psp, my first and the only gaming console i ever had was atari, you figure how long ago that was. I still can't do programming. Still an intermediate in Flash. My designing judgment impresses more people everyday (either i'm good, or the audiences are falling short of talent). I want to a buy a projector for my 'bedroom' cinema. I need a laptop, viao or macbook prefereably. bought a desktop, a good one with handsome price actually, and gave it to my mom. Got a lefthand-drive car. Celebrated my birthday twice, the latest with models helping me blow the candles,ehem.. I now can actually kick a ball to an ordered direction. Don't play basketball anymore. Haven't played computer games for ages. I've been thrown into lock-up with 5 other hand-cuffed criminals, I was the nicest one. Have been in an accident once with my brother's car.

so, what is the problem? greed, dissaftisfaction, hard to pleasure, too high of an ambition, too lazy, too laid back, too naive, too hopeful and too old to start. and the real problem? i haven't started anything just yet..