o plain plan

sometime, i think it's good to look back and pat yourself on the back to complement yourself on the achievements you've made so far. but if you're not growing intellectually or personally into a better self, it's still ok to pat yourself on the back, but do add a silent dialog of 'what am doing with my life'..and sigh afterwards.

quoting a phrase of my big boss and mentor:

"working here, i want it like being in primary school.you go home with something new everyday.if you think you're coming to work, sit on your desk, and do something that doesn't help you develop yourself and do something that you can't add to your resume, you might as well rest at home'

So, on this fine, grey-and-about-to-rain day, adding the name friday to it, i'm almost convinced that my boss would understand if i decided to spend some time for my inner-self development.

The question, what am i doing with my life? some people i met had plans. a very detailed one. with backups too. how about me? of course i have plans. planning to save money for marriage (and doing so already), planning to spend money on electronic desires (did that but damn, the lists keeps growing), planning to take my masters on a subject i yet have figure out, planning with ben(my romantic but hopeless friend) to start up a social network website, and..i think that's about it, of course there's more but these are on top of the list.

i would like to think that whoever reading this (if there's any) would probably be thinking that
'this guy (me) must be some guy with a plan.he's the kind of guy who always knows what to do and why he's doing it, just like someone....with a plan'
to be honest (because i'm terrible in obscuring my state of emotions or opinions), i was having a hard time figuring out what i want when writing it down on this small box. i thought i have plans, it turns out, it's not srted out by priorities.

am i writing gibberish? maybe i am..but my point is, you can never be sure of anything unless you put it on paper (or screen on this case). your mind thinks of visions, and by putting your thoughts on tangible and readable piece, you'll realize there's more to be done and all sorts of question keeps coming. and all of them needs another plan to be answered.

paper prototyping, it's an inspiration.